oh music, you get me every time

i'm okay

a couple of days ago i had a conversation with a friend, she blogs too, about writing anonymously. i said it would be easier to be honest. but then i thought, i don't want to hide my feelings, my thoughts. 

i am not ashamed for what i am going through and that i am dealing with most of it through writing.

well, sometimes this thick sadness washes over me, for no reason at all. or for no reason i can see. and then it helps me to write. it is one of my ways to handle the sadness. 

because i can. handle it, i mean. 

so please don't worry about me. 

even though i feel tired, i get up and eat colourful food, 
and breathe the cold air, and play my guitar. 

i honour my rituals, and i savour life. 

it's just a little harder. but it's ok.

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"The most violent element in society is ignorance."

-Emma Goldman

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life lately

one of the many things i never understood
is how people can be bored
when there is just always too little time
to just sit and think
about all the wonders and puzzles
this world holds.

megatherium

Love is like war: easy to begin, hard to end

"Desire was just the dumbest thing. 
You wanted what you wanted until it was yours. 
Then you didn't want it any more. 
You took what you had for granted until it was no longer yours. 
This, it seemed to her, 
was one of the crueller paradoxes of human nature."

--Ann Brashares