i'm okay

a couple of days ago i had a conversation with a friend, she blogs too, about writing anonymously. i said it would be easier to be honest. but then i thought, i don't want to hide my feelings, my thoughts. 

i am not ashamed for what i am going through and that i am dealing with most of it through writing.

well, sometimes this thick sadness washes over me, for no reason at all. or for no reason i can see. and then it helps me to write. it is one of my ways to handle the sadness. 

because i can. handle it, i mean. 

so please don't worry about me. 

even though i feel tired, i get up and eat colourful food, 
and breathe the cold air, and play my guitar. 

i honour my rituals, and i savour life. 

it's just a little harder. but it's ok.

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