Sitting, Waiting, Wishing.

Do you know this,
when you desire for something
and you try not to get your hopes up too high,
because you are afraid of disappointment?
But in the same moment,
you feel like it will rather come true,
if you believe strongly in your dream.
So your mind constantly alternates from one side to another.
While your calm to the outside
your inner turmoil grows
and you just hope that August will come quickly
so you finally know if that University of your dreams
will concede you access to their sacred halls.

Spring at Lancaster.

And yes, I'm obsessed with o-matic.